who Am I ?

the days has passed ,  the nights have taken over my beauty sleep, the mind was in no body's land, my dreams   became confused , the golden of libyan beaches calling for me  from a far reach, the soul  was given up , before the true dreams, in and out of libya there is where i belong, there is my mum face live in al ahrar tv, was shocked and propud ,to see here face and how leading the up rising  with her walking stick, here is comes the mention of my late father  martyr  name tears of happiness slide cross the cheek, then comes the news of my young nephew  been in the front lines of war zone, all of that i set and cry to be lucky and inspired  by such a given family who brought me up to be proud, to see our loving libya be re shine, we paid the price , blood and young lads, but libya still above all of us as a dignity and the rose of all year loving land ,victorious  we will be, thats the promise we shall all die for, it was in a rush, do forgive both of us,

( to our beloved descendants of omar al mukhtar )

أمـل الـبـلاد عـلى رُقـيِّ شبـابـهـــــــا = إن كـان حـيّاً لا تخـــــــــــــاف زوالا

والـحـيُّ لا يأْلـو الـحـيـاة محــــــــبّةً = ومطـامحـاً يَدْأَى لهــــــــــــــا وجِدالا

مـن لـم يـزاحـم فـي الـحـيـاة بقـــــوةٍ = إن عـاش فـي الضعفـاء عـــــــــاش مُذالا حـيِّ الشبـــــــــــــــاب ووفِّهِ الإجلالا = واعقِدْ عـلى عزمـاته الآمـــــــــــــالا

أمـل الـبـلاد عـلى رُقـيِّ شبـابـهـــــــا = إن كـان حـيّاً لا تخـــــــــــــاف زوالا

والـحـيُّ لا يأْلـو الـحـيـاة محــــــــبّةً = ومطـامحـاً يَدْأَى لهــــــــــــــا وجِدالا

مـن لـم يـزاحـم فـي الـحـيـاة بقـــــوةٍ = إن عـاش فـي الضعفـاء عـــــــــاش مُذالا

والعـيش فـي الـدنـيـا كفـــــــــاحٌ سنَّهُ = حقُّ الـبقـاء لـمـن أجـاد نضــــــــــالا

والعـيش لا معـنى له إن لـم يكـــــــــن = حـرّاً يُنـيلك عِزُّهُ استقـــــــــــــــلالا

الـيـومَ أنـتـم يـا شبـابُ رجـاؤنـــــــا = سنعـدُّ مـنكـم للـبـلاد رجــــــــــــالا

الـيـوم! نعـرفكـم شبـابـاً طـامحـــــــاً = وغداً سنعـرف فـيكـمُ الأبطــــــــــــالا

ويكـون مـنكـم للـحـمـى رِئْبــــــــــالُه = يحـمـي العـريـن ويُنجـب الأشبــــــــالا

ذودوا عـن الأوطـان مـلء قـلـوبكـــــــم = حـبّاً وفـوق جهـودكـم أفعـــــــــــــالا

وتقـيَّلـوا آبـاءكـم وخذوا لـمــــــــــا = تَسعَوْن مـن عـمـرَ الشهـيـدِ مـثــــــــالا

عـاف الـحـيـاة ذلــــــــــــيلةً فبِروحِه = فكَّ القـيـــــــــــــــود وحطَّمَ الأغلالا

يـتطلَّع الـوطن العزيـز إلـيكـــــــــــمُ = متـرقِّبـاً لرقـيِّه أعـمــــــــــــــــالا

يرجـو عـلى يـدكـم نجـاحَ طِلابــــــــــه = فـي أن يكـون مـصـيرُه استقــــــــــلالا

برَح الخـفـاءُ وقـد عـرَفـنـا كلَّ مـــــــن = يـتقـلَّبـون مع الهـوى أشكــــــــــــالا

كـم قـد سمعـنـا مـن وعـــــــــودٍ أُخلفتْ = كـانـت خداعـاً كلهــــــــــــــا وضلالا

(we are staying put)

the silence has broken

We Will Be victorious
The gentle waves breaks into the golden shore, the breezes of freedom reaching our souls, the hearts bleeds , our destiny is nearly there ,

The challenge of life, and the beauty of revenge

Salam all,
The time has come and the sky became clear and blue, and the heat of the BBQ made the words flow ,
It has been quite a long time I have been upsent of the blogs sphare ,but I kept flowing and reading all your blogs , some of us left and vanished , some of us lost the love once ,
I went through a shock in my life ,regarding my job, as I came back from libya on july 2008 jusr newly married looking forward into a new challenge of happy life, I had a fone call at amsterdam airport from my previous company if I am ready to re join them back . not knowing to me the copmany iam working with had already decided to determenait my contract , when I arrived home I had a message in the house fone to telephone the head office , how do they know I was arriving in that day I do not know? I went for the meeting and I been told I have been no longer working with them, the reason was given to me that I was in one year trail period . that’s so strange as it was not in my contract of employments . I even found out I never had a contract signed,
So I was out of work from august till December 2008. But I had agency work I was happy that way, but not perminet work. Plus the travel I have to do , and away from home,
The reason they employed me was to get there job done and use my experince to gain conoco Phillips’s trust, so I was been used as scape goat.
My wife was saying she is brought me a bad luck , as we just got married I said listen honey u could be the best great luck for me, and I was right , she is
So I did challenged them through the legal prosses all the way and I did won my case, I can see how anglo – libya felt when he lost his job,
Then the revenge came on from the previous company I worked for before, playing games if I still intresting to rejoin them, I said its up to u , I will be happy to do so, but they kept me waiting till they got stuck and offer me the job, I said the devil u know better then the once u do not know , so as they say revenge is a disch served cold ,
So the copmany I am working with now they highly think of me and give me great respect, maybe that’ was the break I needed,
Regarding my married life we both realy very happy and getting on great, I went for a course to newcasle for a week last month and my wife did enjoyed the spending money and shopping there ,now we are loving the heat waves ,hope it will last ,

( Malik birthday and wedding up date)

Salam all,

First I wish u all a Ramadan mobaark, its has been a while since I up dated a post .well day it was Adnan’s son malik 7th birthday , we had a surprise for him , a cake presents . and a day out with his mates to the cinema ,and then we took him out for a big meal ,a happy day for all family , the weather was great and sunny , me and Adnan we spent the day in town waiting for them , yes we did treat our selves as well, and we had good laugh .and the day was full of smiles . the kids now ready for school next week ,
Well about me and my big wedding day here we go, I arrived to Libya on the 12th of July with KLM, was great flight we arrived afternoon to Tripoli airport it was really hot ,it did hit me right on the face ,it was 45c I think, humidity was high too , the fatha was on the 14h July so I had 2 days to get the medical certificate for the fatha (HBS AG AND HIV-HCV with out it no the wedding contract will not take place or even be registered ,so I had to be up early on the 13th and taken to central hospital for blood samples .we went there and had it done .then be told result it will take week,wooooooooow as they are short of testing materials .what can I do now as all been arranged for that day 14th ,and the we had an idea we asked the mazoon if he will accept another place for test ,but he said no no, and my brother in law came to the rescue how about the Aviation and submarine centre at (amiteegha base) he said ok. We had to run and we know sompe great peoples there they rush me for injection so now I had my both arms been injected no blood left, I hold my wife responsible for that ,we got the second result on the evening thanks allah and the first one the centre blood hospital I found out my sister knows the wife of the manager there she rung her and explained all ,I been told it will be ready at noon to pick it up , so I got two clean results just in case one goes wrong . I will be ready to produce the right one ha ha
So u can see how did I struggled from the first day, as I can not re arrange every thing all my family in Tripoli the wedding reception been booked on the 19th so its all go go, alhamdullah all went ok in the end , the wedding was great fun every body was having great times adnan’s family where there to , they all try to take the Mickey out of me ,but I was having more fun then them . dancing singing and the surprise was the singing group was from Benghazi ,
Then we spent our first 3 days in the most beautiful hotel called( ancient zumit hotel ) www.zumithotel.com in the old city town then we flown to Benghazi for 5 days to have another party and see friends and the rest of the family, places too.
We went to the British embassy to apply for my wife visa , all in order a part of the new catch 22 ( the henna) it must be wear off before she can be given the settlement visa . we used every think u can think of to get off , no way poor wife hands become an experiment for all kind of removal chemical do not work ,so I was so upset and left to be home alone as I have to go back to work soon, but that’s the fun of marriage and life
Well then after a week all was ok and she got the visa in two days, booked the flight on the 4th step as I said she can spend the first few days of Ramadan with her family , and sort her self out regarding work and other things .
I can smile now a gain on Thursday inshallah ,and hope we will spend the rest of our lives happy everafter,.the first Ramadan cooking gonna be my turned as surprise to the new pride, I wish u all from my wife and me a very peaceful Ramadan.

(Few days into entering The Golden Cage )

salam all ,

well things been going as planned ,regarding the wedding , the most headache is over which is the shopping and the list to go with it, just kept coming on and on ,every day is more to add, i was going crazy as work was getting on top of me to, i finished work on 09.07 to get ready and get things on prospective .house to be cleaned , car to be looked after, out standing bills to be paid ,wedding suits to be bought, family presents to, my dearest wife special needs . crystal flowers to pick up .

so today it was the last day of shopping .me and Adnan we had enough we just arguing all times , so i bought two wedding suits just in case , what i did get from Adnan is that iam marrying two wives ha ha nice one dream on matey,

so in the end we went back to my house and we decided to have all healthy food. sea foods and nice tasty salad , to celebrate Adnan's good news that his blood pressure been high , but now it's back to normal level alhamdullah , maybe because he is gonna miss me for a while ha has, or he is saying good riddance DTD ,

i have already flew my mother last week to be in Tripoli and the rest of the family will follow . i will fly on Saturday inshallah ,

i thank you all my dearest blogger for your highly appreciated support,

i will up date with my wife when we get back inshallah

take care all . i will think of u all on my big happy day,